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Sept 7

So..more thoughts from my weekend. I am surprised at the fact I’ve not had even one good cry this past weekend. The last time I went this long without hearing from BC, I was falling to pieces. I figure I will have a sob-isode soon, but for right now I am doing well.

Don’t get me wrong! I still tear up at some songs, thoughts, blog posts, stories…yah, anything that makes me get that “OH..MY…GOD…I MISS YOU” moment. So far, they’ve only been moments…sometimes several, but no where near as bad as before. I don’t know at this point in time if this is a good thing or a bad thing…I am suspecting good.

One of the reasons I suspect it is good is semi-embarrassing…because its almost too cute to be ME! I can’t remember if I blogged this story yet or not, but I am going to do so now. If you know it, feel free to skip the rest of this paragraph! The other day, as I was getting ready to head out with mom, I was checking a shirt to be sure it was wearable. I do the typically guy thing of sometimes re-wearing shirts without having washed them since the last time I wore it. I was doing the sniff test of this shirt..and it smelled like HIM. It was obviously the one I wore when I went to see him last. OMFG, I actually cried then grinned like the goon that I am. Since then (this past Friday…like 3 days ago now), I’ve picked up the shirt a few times just because I was missing him and/or feeling lonely. It actually helped…It made me think of that day, and the simple joys of being around him. Needless to say, until I get some of the cologne he wears, I won’t be washing that shirt! Once I can refresh the scent at my discretion…it might get washed, who knows. LOL

I know I still miss him horribly, and am practically counting the days until his assignment is over. I know that, no matter what, I want him in my life. I know that I finally feel like I found that complimenting piece that was missing in my life. Who knows what is in store in the days to come. I just know that I am committed to waiting a reasonable length of time for him to get his life in a bit better order. Which is highly unusual for me, but I am rolling with it.

And with this, I will bid you all a fond adieu.

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